'Do one thing everyday that scares you'

This is rather good advice.
I have been trying to follow it.
And I suggest you try to do the same.

even if its a small thing thats scary...like squishing a spider.

DO IT.

It will make it easier the next time you hafta.

I'm going to buy an asian inspired 'health mask' so i can go to work tonight....that kinda scares me....so I'll do it.

Bag Full of Women's 80's Shoulder Pads (North Vancouver)

"I have a bag full of shoulder pads that I have removed from 80's/90's clothing. I hate to have to throw them away. Maybe someone can use them for crafts or stuffing. If interested please email me with your phone number to arrange for pickup in North Vancouver. I will not meet you, pickup in North Van only."



Dear God.
This is awesome.
Love Sarah.

painted faces

Its kinda weird when you think about it for a sec....woman paint their face to make it look like they aren't as ugly as they really are.........ahaahhaha....but its also pretty cool, cuz it means that every woman is an artist.

I took some photos for Dana the other night.....she's gettin back into doin makeup....and so she should...she's a great artist.

This was my first attempt at shooting make up....


R A C H









D A N A ~ she has the lips that dont quit..

Human Pieces Of Garbage

You're an easy goin girl, who doesnt need much to be happy.....who likes laughing, and having fun, and who smiles thru bullshit.
But what you aren't is a sucker. Or a girl that lets a human piece of anal garbage walk all over you. You aren't the kind of human that would leave on holidays for a month to a tropical country, and turn the heat off before leaving...and lock your door to your room which boasts the main heat power switch. Leaving your roommate with an icebox apt to live in while it snows and reaches minus 5.....forcing her and her bff to break into your room and flick the switch on....you wouldnt do that tho. Cuz you are a decent human being, with a heart, and concern....you arent so anal that you clip your chip bags with little faggy plastic clips after they've been opened, in fear of eating slightly stale chips, while you watch the 64738392th DVD on your mossive flat screen with your ugly friends.

You wouldnt do this tho.
so its ok.

I WIN MUTHER FUCKER

yes please.

ummmmmmmmmmm
could this be any radder? A new tegan and sara shirt design........fuckin metal. fuckin rad.



I MUST HAVE.
MUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUST.

It twill be mine....oh yes, it twill be mine.

also, FYI, when the new Yeah Yeah Yeah's album drops at your local music provider.....FUCKING BUY IT!!!!
and listen for the song 'skeletons' it will blow ur mind.....i'm cleaning mine up off the floor as we speak......so fuckin good.
The whole album is solid. From start to finish. Like no filler crap, ya know? I hate that.....when bands have like 3 or 4 good tracks on an album, and the rest suck balls. Like what the hell happend? When did they decide to half ass the rest?? But that isnt what the Yeah Yeah Yeah's did at all. Each song is a joy.

yeah
yeah
yeah

I love when music makes me feel like 800000 butterflies just woke up in my stomache, and are rushing to my lungs, and making it hard to breath for a minute...and I'm smiling so wide it hurts. When a song can make me cry while smiling, its magic. But I wonder if the musicians realize how good it is...like do they get the same feeling? I pray they do. It would be unjust if they didnt.

music is so important to me its insane. sometimes I wonder what it would be like to go thru life without it. I would be so different. And you'd never see me walking down the street with my headphones in, smiling with tears in my eyes.....that I'm sure of.

gratitude.

365 days

A year ago today, I was in Sydney,AUS. wandering the city, looking for somewhere to have dinner....there were so many options it took us about 2 hrs to finally settle on some Chinese joint....it was a good choice. Everyone was so excited. Our journey had begun. No one really knew what to expect, or what the next 3 months were gonna be like. This kept a smile on my face...for pretty much the whole trip. I dont think I've ever felt so happy, and not bored. Everyday was so different from the previous....even when it felt like it was semi routine, looking back now, it wasn't. For me, a girl who hadnt been traveling before, it was so amazing. I still cant believe the opportunity that got given to me by 4 boys from LA....throw in a jabrone from New York for the helluva it, and a videographer who brought an entire suitcase of costumes and a boombox, and you got EARTH TOUR /08.

Its weird how fast a yr went by.....but even weirder that at the same time it seems so far away.....I think the latter is because I've hated it here since I got back in June........tour ruined me. lol. just in the sense that now everything I thought was cool here, is so fucking stupid, and annoying, and boring as fuck. I guess it took me 43 countries to realize mine sucks. Too many pointless rules. Too many pointless humans, and routine. Fucking routine. I will leave here soon...this is not where i see myself growing. Its stagnent........and stale. 2 really bad things to be.

I could sit here all night and relay hilarious, ridiculous, heart wrenching, and amazing stories.....but you wouldnt really get them.....unless your name was dashy, butt, brutha, isen, gary lachangeee or jabrone.......thats just it. I dont really have anyone to member with....at least I got Rach, she's a great ear....and she is actually interested in the stories....that rules...cuz there's lots....thx fert.


So as I sit in my room.....freezing cuz my super cool neat roomate who is gone for a month (phillipines) (so awesome!) decided to turn off the heat.....oh and not tell me how to operate the heat.....and as silly as I tend to be at times, I know how to work a heating system...and this one doesnt.....he prolly had it turned off while he's gone......I mean HE isnt here, why would the apt need it????

ugh, anyways, thats a whole other blog.

bottom line is this, one year ago I was given a great gift.
a gift I wont lose.
a gift I cant forget.
a gift that cant be given twice.
a gift that cant be returned.
a gift that meant the world to me. literally.

thank you HORSE the band. from the bottom of my plopp jeans......thank you.
pshhhhhh.....the word thank you is no where near good enough....'i guess thats just tour.'

so im'a shutup.

i love
i miss
i wish.


EARTH TOUR /08
lest we forget.


ahhahahaahhahahhahahaaahahaha


This was taken by the stewardess that gave us free champagne to kick off the tour....we are fresh, shaven, nervous, excited, concerned, annoyed, sober, and semi-innocent...lol, i mean that in the 'we have no idea what to expect' sense.....this is right before take off from LAX to sydney........

Shameless Self Plug.

Well someones gotta do it......
shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Quite Good.

Things that are quite good

- today my 'beloved' roommate left for his month long trip to the Philippines..booya times a kajillion.
- did a photo shoot on Sunday with Edge......our best shoot yet.
- scored a rad lil dress from the thrift store yesterday....I'm wearing it now.
- my hair is cut.
- I'm drinking Earl Grey Tea & Bailey's
- Our one year birthday party for work on Sunday was epic
- Did I mention my roommate is gone for a month?

QUIIIIITE GOOOD.


this photo of me and my sisters back in the day is also quite good.
Not to mention my Dad's timing.....

Take on Me

Youtube is turning into pure shit. What ever happend to being able to express yourself VIA lipsync remake vids??? I mean really....they muted this video because of 'copyright' bullshit....however, they just decide this NOW after it being up for quite some time.
Its stupid. And I betcha if AHA saw this, they'd laugh and be like 'that was hilarious...but it'd be even funnier if there was fucking SOUND.' I'm posting it on here so it can be viewed for anyone who tried to watch it on youshit and couldnt hear anything.

down with youtube.
fags.

AHA Take on ME Lesync

dems were da days

October 27th 1987

When I grow up I'll get to date.
I'll get married. I'll have kids.
I get to stay up!
I'll get a spots (sports) car and I wont get bossed around!
I'll be able to invite people over.

December 2 1987

My best stories are when I was a baby because I didnt have to walk or worry abot anything.

Dec 11 1987

One day I saw a sippder ah ah ah I cryed. Sudinly a gust of wind blow me to the cartoon land. I loved it. I saw cartoon people. I saw mikey mouse. he was a cartoon of couse. it was so neat!!!! goofey gave me a gingbred house
I ate cartoon!