Sometimes I forget about dying.....Death in general. I forget that one day I'm gonna die. One day my sisters are gonna die. One day my best friend is gonna die. One day my cat is gonna die. (you get the point).
When you are reminded of this process, it jolts you back into a mindframe I wish I was more aware of....or do I?
I found out a new father and husband to be of my brother in law's sister, died. He didnt wake up. He wasnt sick. He wasnt drunk. He just didnt wake up. He has a 6 month old baby. And a beautiful fiance.
How is that life?
Its too fucked up.
It isnt fucking fair.
And I guess thats why it IS life.

My heart goes out to Kim and Sophie.
xo

An evening with Fireball...

Me n fireball.....we go waaaaaaaaay back....however do not take fireball for granted, or underestimate the way it can make you feel, should you choose to taunt fireball for a lengthy period of time.
I now understand this rule.
Im sorry fireball.
really.
Iam.

wilsss and mott threw aundy a bye bye party, since he's movin to Ontario to be a tattoo god.

I will miss you auuuuundy!

...and now.....the effects of fireball.




thinkin bout snox



this is my personal fave...
the front mullet.
the yellow shirt.
the spilt booze on yellow shirt, making you wonder if its urine.
and the 'bring it' pose.....for added fail.
luv.

perfection.

life in a snowglobe.....except replace snow with shit.

get out.

poison

it talks to you
it tells you stuff
but most of it is lies
it shows you how you're sposed to look
but it doesnt even have eyes.
it makes you fat, and zones you out
it costs you quite a lot
its poison for your mind and soul
this sickness you have bought.

The Kids' havin a kid.

Caitlin came to visit me!
She is my younger sister.
She is turning 20 on Feb 11th.
She's 5 months pregnant.
She is turning 20 on Feb 11th.
She is 5 months pregnant.
oops. I think I said that already.

I took photos of her last night.
she is beeeeeeeautiful.

sore thumbs never looked so rad.

when you're in Berlin, I highly suggest purchasing some local army head gear, and wearing it with as much grace as these guys did....

they make it look easy...and it should be.

being cool isnt as complicated as you think.
really.

complement of the season....

what in th...
had this waiting for me in my inbox on myspace...

I rrrrrrreallly hope he's not playing a trick on me.....

Hello Pretty lady,

Complement of the season to you over there, merry xmas and Happy success new year, i have this message for you that this year will be your year, it,s a year of great things in your life, you shall be lifted up above your enemies, and good things will happen in your life this year, properrity, success, joy, peace, happiness, goodluck, shall begins in your life this year 2009, no evil shall come your way, all you lay your hand upon , shall prosper and you shall be exaulted above your enemy.

I profesy this into your life, you shall live with happiness throughout your.

My Name is Mr Olusanya , i live in United Kingdom for now, i am 30 years old.

I like to be your friend, i browse through this site and i found your profile, so i decided to contact you if you dont mind, well i want you to get back to me as soon as you can, so that we can talk more and know more about each other.

You can add me on this email id sanyaolu4you@yahoo.com or olusanya_olufemi@hotmail.com, so that i can add you on my messanger ok.

Hope to hear from you soon.

Stay blessed and good and hope to hear from you soon.

Regards

Mr Olusanya





t h a n k s ?

let the fog roll

For the past few weeks, after the snow finally melted....we got fogged in....
everyday was gloomy and thick. The nights, heavy and damp.
I like the fog...surprisingly enough....it isn't rain, and it makes everything look cool.

of course I took advantage of this.

fog rolls down hills
dark alley's it fills
its friends with your neighbors dog
it looks really neat
it doesnt have feet
its fog fog fog.









My bestest friends in the world....in the fog.
F E R T & D I T T Y







P R E T T Y M U C H .




E N C H A N T E D








its fog, its fog
its thick, its heavy, its good.
its fog, its fog
if you've never shot it you should!

I'm sick. This sucks.

Grrrrr...
I was on sucha roll....hadent been sick since tour.
then boom. full force sick. el lamo.

so I cant even work.
and no one wants to hang out with a flemwad.

grrr.

this is at least funny tho..